I was thinking I could write something positive. Like, nice things I have planned, just to distract from world events. But I can't focus. Today is just such a reminder of how many people out there in the world that have such an completely different look on life and what matters than what I believe in. I'ts really an eyeopener and very disheartening. I don't know what to say that isn't just a long tirade of profanities.